Thursday, January 31, 2008
bah.
the past few weeks
in sch was hectic.
i felt that i was suffocating
in schwork.
im so bloody tired every day la.
the lectures are at such a fast
pace i dont even realise
when a chapter is done.
half the time i feel tired and sleepy.
like so rubbish la.
if im not training, im sleeping,
if not im dying.
haha.
stomach having war.
like civil war within me.
just dont feel well cause of wed.
urgh.
like so queasy.
eew.
i felt so crap today and ytd.
yuck.
i miss lots of ppl.
like LOTS of ppl.
haha.
i shall HANG ON for all these ppl.(:
(: jiayou jiayou jiayou.
went out today.
ok i know loads of ppl are gonna
scream at me for going out.
sorry sorry sorry.
haha. but i really feel better.
mentally.
even though my stomach is still
screwed.
oh well.
haha.
went out by bus 81.
took to tampines.
napped for about half an hour.
but neck a bit pain. hahaha.
ate at yoshinoya.
cause stomach lidat only can
eat rice.ahaha.
lala.
then took lame pics.(:
ahahaha.
then after that go home.
wahahaha.
thank you for going out with
me today. it was a great help
to my already horrible week.
(:
im glad i see u everyday.
bah!
Monday, January 21, 2008
whee~
my birthday's over.
im officially 18.
can take alcohol lo.
lol.but sadly i have almost
zero tolerance for alcohol.
a bit and im gone.
haha.so obviously still cant take.
gots lots of birthday greetings this year.
thank you ppl!(:
all who wished me a happy birthday.
(:
gots lotsa presents this year.lala.
got a converse pencil box from huiwen.
thanks my dear.haha.my pencil box
now is on strike.it wants to retire soon.
got a lot of stuff from merilyn,
including a vase like thingy,
ear studs, SWEEETS!!!
and 2 stick together DOGS.
haha.so ke ai la. i keep playing with it.
got a personalised jigsaw puzzle that
my class put together for me.
THANKS PPL + XIU QI!
haha.its soooooo nice.(:
got a TIGGER cushion from varun,
quan heng and rick.
lala.i love tigger merchandise.
its so nice to hug.lol.
got a big tigger figurine from my
family.ahahaha.
its holding an ice cream in one hand.
im so in love with it.
then got a tigger hp sock from ah ben.
which i couldnt find at all for mths
hell knows how he managed to find it.
ah~
got a watch from dawn, jane, peiying,
grace and edinna combined.
so NICE.(:
haha.i like.
though i can hardly tell the time.
[cause i can only read digital watches.
lol.oops.]
but who cares.haha.(:
got a dizzy eyed toy from chi ping.
got a sakae treat from hilda+shermaine
+ah thien +wanlin+tianruo+geraldine
at raffles place.
thank you my loves.
ahahaha.so long never see everybody
together le.
still got ester's cake.yum.so nice.
lalala.
my class even sang birthday song for me
in the LT.heh.
even though it was malu-ating.lol.
even though the weeks and days leading
to my bdae and after i may be irritated
with certain stuff but thanks ppl for
remembering!(:
love my dears!
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Drowning.by backstreet boys.
AJ:ohhh...
Brian:Don't pretend you're sorry
you know you're not
You know you got the power
to make me weak inside
And girl you leave me breathless
But it's ok
Cause you are my survival
Now hear me say...
Howie:I can't imagine life without your love
And even forever don't seem like long enough
Chorus:Cause everytime I breathe I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love
Everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love
AJ:Maybe I'm a drifter
maybe not
Cause I have known the safety of
floating freely in your arms
I don't need another lifeline
It's not for me
Cause only you can save me
Oh, can't you see
Nick:I can't imagine life without your love
And even forever don't seem like long enough
(Brian: Don't seem like long enough, yeah)
Chorus:Cause everytime I breathe I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love
And everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love
Kevin:Go on and pull me under
Cover me with dreams, yeah
Love me mouth to mouth now
You know I can't resist
Cause you're the air that I breathe
Chorus:Everytime I breathe I take you in
(Brian: everytime I breathe, yeah)
And my heart beats againBaby I can't help it
(AJ: baby I can't help it)
Keep me drowning in your love
And everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
(Brian: Baby I can't help it)
Keep me drowning in your love
(Brian: Loooooooooooooooooove)
Baby I can't help it
Keep me drowning in your love
(Nick: Keep me drowning in your love)
AJ: Whoa,Got me drowning
AJ: Keep me drowning in your love
Baby I can't help it
(Nick: I can't help it, can't help it, no no)
Everytime I breathe I take you in
(AJ: I do)
And my heart beats again
(a.j: ohhhh)
Baby I can't help it
(Brian: Baby I can't help it)
Keep me drowning in your love
Every time I try to rise above
(Brian: Everytime I try to rise, rise above)
Brian: I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
AJ: You keep me drowning in.... your love
nowadays i feel so urgh all
the time. dont know whats
wrong anymore.
and its a tired kind of frustration.
i need the time to sort out
stuff, sort out my sch work,
(which has been lagging behind)
sort out my feelings.
its like too many things overwhelm u.
but not enough time.
like homework comes everyday,
and i feel like a zombie.
(ppl tell me that too.sadly.)
if its not for the train rides everyday
i tink i may have died even before
january ends.
sian la.
jia you!(:
